Riza hasn't paid anything into my account yet. I tried to call him but his phone was not reachable.
Addin called, he would like me to join him in a discussion with the Courts this coming Wednesday. He called again later to inform that the meeting would be in Penang. I will be going in his car on Tuesday and we will be putting up together in a hotel. He needs someone to handle the accounting aspects with the court and will set aside a small fee for me.
However, he hasn't ironed out the exact terms of his engagement with Rishi. He is concerned that Rishi's been giving him an increasing amount of work without any clear engagement. He had been working on these without pay.
Our relationship with Rishi had been good and Rishi's an honest person. The only problem that could arise here is a misunderstanding. Rishi may not understand the amount of work Addin and his team are putting in to help him out. He had probably not been officially engaged by the Courts and in turn, he has not engaged Addin.
Addin will be talking to Rishi before we go to resolve this ambiguity. If all is okay from his talk then we will go.
I am bothered about the difficulty of getting Riza. I wonder if he will ever change. Some day this will get to him, definitely. In the way that one squares off one's account when the end is near.
A friend from Kedah, Othman sent me a lecture, from MIT, and asked for my comments.
A good many years ago, I read this book by Mario Puzo called Fool's Die. It was the beginning of my appreciation of the importance of being paranoid. Over the years, after having read the book, I have seen many great products and businesses die: Visicalc, CP/M, dbase II and Ashton Tate, Wordstar, Word Perfect, Borland stuffs, Lotus 123, Lotus Notes.
But I have also seen a handful survive. For example, this flight simulator that we used to run on a modest IBM PC by the Microsoft label (it was actually built by Sublogic). As at the time of this writing, Microsoft has grown into the largest company in the world and although the Flight Simulator predates all the above-stated products, it is still alive and being upgraded from time to time.
Why?
Because Bill Gates, Microsoft's founder and still its owner, is paranoid.
Coming to the video, our lives depend on things working harmoniously. One of these things that need to work for us, and probably the softest and most fragile, is the brain. Everyday, I live constantly with the awareness that my brain can go off any time. It is of utmost urgency that I should put it to good use while it is still working. There is still so much that needs done. I wake up every morning with this awareness and I drop to sleep every night with the same.
The reason why the lady in the video, a brain researcher, did not correlate the symptoms that her friend Bob was having with her research on the brain, to me, is starkly simple. She thought that it only happens to others.
We are others to others too.
Talking about paranoia, something is begging us to be paranoid now. The COP26 conference that is now taking place in Glasgow is highlighting a very important threat. The threat of human extinction, before the end of this century.
In Islam, it is told that when God wanted to create humans, the angels remarked that it was a bad idea. But God replied that He knows best. And so He created humans.
And God made a show of it after he had created Adam. He taught Adam about the nature things. Then He called all the angels to gather around to listen to Adam recite what he knew. The angels, who had opposed Adam's creation, were humbled. God had vindicated His new creation, and He commanded the angels to prostrate before Adam.
Many religions and belief systems believe that human was created to know God. To adore and worship Him out of this knowledge. The angels worship Him unhaltingly, but they do not know what Adam and his progenies know. So the quality of human knowledge, imbued with knowledge about God, is on a different level than the angels'.
As I ponder upon the prospects of mankind's extinction, I am struck by how little we know. We barely know about matter and anti-matter, which makes up about 5% of the Universe maybe. There is Dark Matter, Dark Energy, and so much more about the Quantum Force Fields, the Non-Local Universe, other universes and the emptiness in between.
God knows it. This is as much as He intended man to know about Himself. Going back to the premise of Adam's creation, there is probably no other creature who has this capability apart from man.
If this much is true then God, as vast as an endless ocean in every direction, created man to understand a drop of water.
That, it seems, is all.